Thursday, July 24, 2008

self-sustaining spiritual community formation proposition

It is a bit overwhelming to me to begin to see the light of truth. Suddenly I realize that all I believed and all I have been taught are false mystical beliefs and illusions. It is no wonder that my spirit, or soul, has always been uneasy and seeking something different. The alternatives that were evident were all wrong, is seems, adding to my frustration. Having a family dedicated to a major “Christian” religion and trying to convince me to do the same caused a lot of conflict. I tried to cooperate with them, but something felt very wrong and I could not conform… I am now an outcast from my family due to non-conformity but I am ok with that. My Mother always warned me that I would be judged by the company I keep and I do believe that!
 
For a long long time, I rebelled and followed my animal instincts mostly, but my soul would not let me take advantage of people still. I mainly abused myself with alcohol and drugs trying to calm my feelings of frustration. Eventually I realized that escaping that way was not the answer and I quit.
 
I am still a bit confused because there is so much to learn and still many false concepts – or possible false concepts – available… And the conflict that is caused when I start to see the light and my wife has always been in total darkness and refuses to believe anything but television and habits. It took me over 3 years to convince her that lies and deceptions were wrong. Now try teaching spirituality to someone that unconscious! She believed the superstitions taught to her in Russia, but truth was a hard lesson for her. I filed for divorce and I am waiting for that to be final now because I cannot be married to, and responsible for, a woman who is so unconscious. I feel a bit guilty for going back on a lifelong marriage agreement, but I married her based on lies and learned too late that she was only lying to get me hooked. She knew all of the right things to pretend, but was not at all what she pretended. Such is life and now I must evolve for the good of my spirit.
 
So, the light that I see is that life is full of elusions and people who are waiting like buzzards to take advantage of anyone who falters and shows signs of weakness, which includes believing liars. I see that the best liars and manipulators have the most comforts and possessions, yet they are often not content because they do not know the truth of their creation or of their purpose. Many are also paranoid because of taking advantage of so many people. I see that a drunk or druggie, when under the influence, seem to not be worried about reality. I see that “Christians” feel very guilty because they cannot be perfect and they worry that they will go to Hell for being human – except those who believe they are forgiven for everything they do wrong because Jesus Christ died so their sins are forgiven now. Many “Christians” seem to feel ok on Sunday, but on Monday they “sin” again and must wait for Sunday to get purified again… For their sake, if they are right, I hope for the end of the world to come for them on Sunday soon after they are purified and before they drive away from church and “sin” again. For many this is as soon as they get into the car, or even outside of the doors, or open their eyes after saying amen.
 
I see a lot of possible truth to the Laws of Attraction, but cannot get them all to work for me reliably. I think my belief in good things coming has worked when I get a job that I believed I would get, and then the boss turns out to be a real jerk that goes back on his word and mistreats everyone. The people who are getting ahead are those who take unfair advantage of the good people, and those with no conscience to make them feel bad for doing so. The problem is, they ruin the World for everyone… That is the light that I see and I don’t like seeing that.
 
So, I continue to do as good as I can and not ruin the World with greed. I then try to survive with so many parasites sucking the life from me. In the meantime, I try to find an honest way to live in reasonable comfort, hoping for a business of my own to blossom.
 
I have finally found a product that I can offer people and this product is everything that agrees to all of the Laws of Attraction. It is very good for people in many ways, and it will improve the environment. It will cut our dependency on fossil fuels drastically and thus stop funding the countries that support terrorism. This product, along with other wisdom I have gained over the years, will allow me to be a very strong asset to the right self-sustaining spiritual community. I now have most of the knowledge to effectively help communities like this thrive with minimum interaction with the insane self-defeating public.
 
I know how to get high yields from crops in a minimum of space. I know how to work with nature and not use pesticides and chemicals to produce food. I know several methods to produce environmentally safe energy to heat and cool homes and to power tools. I can produce fuel and burn it in a generator while producing electricity and heat, and the exhaust is healthy enough to burn this indoors. Several by-products from burning this fuel have amazing properties for health benefits.
 
The benefits of this fuel are being argued extensively, but so is spirituality and any belief until it is proven in use enough to stop the arguments. People scoffed at airplanes but now they depend on them. This fuel has benefits that will dwarf the benefits of aircraft.
 
Imagine this and realize that it is very feasible and I can make it happen with a little help. You wake up in the morning and have breakfast eating the food you produced after washing with the soap you made, which is much better than any you can buy commercially. That goes for the food and the soap. You likely bought the cookware and dishes with money you earned selling things you produced. You then go out your door and instead of getting in your car and fighting traffic filled with hostile people competing with you to get there first, you merely walk a few hundred feet and begin your work right where you live.
 
I highly suggest raising beef cattle of the breed I know to provide the best meat at the optimum age without having to use growth hormones. These cattle produce better meat than Angus – without growth hormones and they reach mature weight just as an Angus with growth hormones. They give birth naturally, and are very easy to raise. This is a breed that has been kept natural for 3,000 years – a wild breed of cattle, and they are not the Texas Longhorns that have many inherent problems. These do not even have horns on the bulls that need trimming for safety. They are also quite docile and friendly. Their manure is beneficial for fertilizing and their meat is better than any you can buy. The meat has a lot more taste than Angus and it is a great taste. More like a mild elk if you have ever eaten elk. If you don’t eat meat, this is the best meat to sell to the public and you will have customers waiting in line, never worrying about sales. A restaurant serving this beef would have tremendous success due to the great taste not present in commercial beef.
 
Chickens produce eggs, meat, and provide great insect control. A goat breed that is for milk production will provide more healthy milk than cow milk, and when bred to a superior meat breed male, will produce a great meat offspring. Eat or sell the offspring. Goats also keep weeds and tall grasses under control and are not expensive to feed. The milk makes the most healthy soap you will ever use and hand lotion is no longer necessary – neither is hair conditioner and you can use this to wash hair also and it is better than any shampoo. This soap sells easily for $3.00 a bar and the market is there.
 
Eggs, meat, soap, honey, milk, fruit and vegetables – all naturally grown with better taste and nutrition that is available in the stores. Also energized and pure water that I can produce easily, and distilled water made with solar stills. Add a few things like earthworm production that enhances the compost for growing foods – also sell superior potting soil. Produce beneficial insects to use and sell, and you will have a very profitable and healthy self-sustaining community.
 
Houses and buildings are built to heat and cool by solar, with electricity back up provided by generators that run from the fuel we produce. The water that cools the generator engine is cycled to also heat water for bathing when solar is not enough.  A few heat exchangers, fans and pumps, but mostly passive solar will do wonders if a building is constructed correctly. Add wind power if the area supports it or water power if that is available. Recycle gray waste water to water plants, use food and plant waste to produce compost and the worms help there greatly, and that is a brief rundown of possibilities but not all of them.
 
Let us not forget the huge market selling plants for gardens and landscaping. Cuttings can be taken and started for a tremendous profit and vegetable plants can be grown. We can have greenhouses heated with the fuel we produce and each spring profits will blossom with the spring flowers. If in a warm enough climate, a certain type of avocado is very profitable and can be harvested about 11 months of the year. There is a growing market for avocados and they are quite healthy. Organically grown the sell for as much as $3.00 each. This particular type of avocado will not ripen until after it is picked from the tree, making it easy to harvest with little loss.
 
A health food store, a health food restaurant, and a few roadside stands and business will boom. Health is a very big business and you cannot get much health food in the grocery stores. Interstate shipment is very possible for many products. We will also grow a particular type of quail that lays small eggs at the age of 6 weeks… The eggs hatch in an incubator in 16 days and they produce nearly one egg a day each. These eggs pickled in vinegar are great sellers and the quail for meat I have sold to restaurants for a good profit. They taste just like chicken eggs, but breaking them to fry them is time consuming and it is more profitable to pickle them or hatch them. I made a lot of money one year starting with only about 24 eggs and a cheap incubator. Do the math with one egg a day, hatch in 16 days, and hens lay at six weeks of age… I sold adult birds for $5.00 each at Easter and $3.00 each at other times. We can products for feed grain from other farmers or grow our own. I love to barter because there is no tax to be paid. I can build cages that the eggs roll to the front and are easily picked up without the need to open the cage.
 
All I need is a little bit of land with water, some help, and a bit of capital to get it started. Start small and grow when the profits allow. The greatest obstacle is finding trustworthy helpers that are dedicated, loyal, and hard working. Spiritual people are the answer, and community living is a great thing when it is done right.


I do not have all of the answers, but I am capable and anxious to get groups together to hammer out all of the details and I know others have great ideas to contribute. As humans, we should start using our minds and communication abilities to help each other, not to take advantage of each other. Self-serving greed should be something we avoid completely and group decisions are necessary.

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