90 MPH down a dead end street
No matter what happens I will end up dead and can take nothing with me. I hope God can sort out the lies better than the Establishment does… It would be great if all lies were seen for what they are. The movie Liar Liar is my idea of Heaven… But humans seem to not like the truth at times – would rather be lied to about some things… I can take the truth – I am fat and old – but I don’t lie… 6’2″ – about – and about 245 pounds – that is fat in my opinion. And 61 is old – way past half used up… might not see 62 – don’t care to see it…
Humans invent TV and Internet – best learning tools ever and what do they teach? Garbage! The Capitalists that use people dominate every communication there is…
Snowing and windy – 22 degrees feels like 8… Snowed in this hole again – can get out every few days and then it lets us have it again… I feel sorry for the horses out there but can do nothing because I have no money to build a good barn. Not broke because I didn’t work and invest in Real Estate – I did, but a lying woman took it all when I was 57 and I havn’t been able to get back out of the hole – too old and employers won’t hire an old fart. Forced to retire at 62 or just be without any money. That is not enough to live on so I am destined to suffer until death. Dreams of raising KOI fish and training horses has been dashed by a woman who sides with “friends” who spread lies and won’t believe the truth. I can’t live under that sort of doubt from her. And what happens if someone does finally convince her that I was telling the truth and her friend was spreading lies… It doesn’t matter now that she has shown me that a lie will easily sway her to distrust me…
Near the end of the ride and waiting – just waiting for it to end and hoping it will come soon.
