Strange world…
Liars and crooks in general seem to have the edge in this world – strange… I don’t like being in a world like that. The best act is taken as real and the real is doubted. I don’t know how to express my feelings here except that it doesn’t seem fair and there whould be a way to tell when people are lying – other than to have them “swear on a bible” which is rediculous because a liar and cheat doesn’t respect anything, especially religions.
I have had my fill and then some now. I have worked hard and tried to be honest and that has left me broke from being taken advantage of by dishonest greedy people. Employers, wives, friends and even my daughter have used me until I am sick of being in this world.
Today a friend of my companion told her some lies that I have told people – her friends I suppose – that they could not come here and I am very confused -wondering why they would attack me this way. Even more confused that my companion at that time believed her and accused me of lying… But her friend is a fellow Confederate and I am not – not a Yankee, but not a Confederate, either… So – I have to PROVE that I am not lying – but the friend needs not verify anything – she said it and that is enough…
All I can figure is that her friend is not happy unless there is unrest – too boring if she can’t spread bad gossip…
Back in about the year 2000 a woman told my wife a bunch of lies and she refused to believe me telling her the truth… She then told lies to the courts and took all I had. I was 57 then I think… Then I trusted a Russian woman who took me so her and her daughter could get a good start in America… I like to be helpful, but not used!
So – the police came here to do a “wellness check” on her… Since the past two wives have lied and said I was abusive – the Russian said I threatened to kill her when she had threatened to kill me – this is not good… Although I am innocent of being abusive and certainly never threatend to kill anyone, it makes me look bad due to the prior lies being submitted into my police records… Not proven at all, and totally false, but claims make me look bad.
I can’t stay here now… with lies being spread for an unknown reason, I know the police will deem me guilty. Besides – if she will believe rumors without any proof and demand that I prove otherwise – what is there?
